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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Finding God In Sunsets And Sushi


(an excerpt from David Crowder's Book, Praise Habit)

"Tragedy always comes. If it hasn't come for you, it will. not the losing-your-homework kind or the having-to-flush-your-goldfish kind, but the kind that leaves you stripped. The kind that tears from you all the ideas about living you once believed untearable. Mine came my junior year of college, and it came in a phone call. It was my mom. She said, "David, something very terrible has happened." The words that followed were bombs. As they came hurtling toward me through miles of telephone wire, my muscles turned liquid, and when she finished, I was left wilted on the floor, and God was not there. At least I could no longer find Him. And I had no idea where to begin looking again. The places I used to frequent, I no longer trusted. In seven minutes everything I had thought about everything was dramatically different. College is hard enough without something detonating in the middle of it... There was a lot of sorting out to be done concerning most things and where they were to be placed in this faith I carried or that was carrying me, and it was proving to be a daunting task. And then in the middle of this sorting, an explosion. I was covered in shrapnel, clotlessly bleeding. And when I had bled out, when there was nothing left, I found Him. And He was not where I thought He was. Nor where I had put Him last.

He was in a Chick-fil-A sandwhich.

I have loved Chick-fil-A my whole life. But when your world implodes, nothing tastes good. I was poking at the thing and a thought hit me that there is one part of the sandwich I don't enjoy. There is about a quarter of the breast that consistently dissolves into a lesser grade of meat and soggy breading. I pulled the top bun off and tore the portion away that didn't look appealing. There was a natural break in the meat. It was easily separated. I put the top back on and ate. It was the best chicken sandwich I had ever eaten. I wadded up the foil sandwich bag and smiled for the first time in a really long while.

It may not sound like a real breakthrough, but for me it was truly cathartic. In a small, decisive moment I was aware of what was GOOD and took effort to peel away what wasn't and in the process became re-enamored with the Giver of good. I remembered our beginnings, when that statement "It was good" was first uttered. I thought about how the BAD was never intended. Things started to come to life. Blood that had slowed to a crawl began to find its way through my veins again.

The consequences of this discovery were huge. If He was in a sandwich, where else could He be found? Every moment was becoming holy. Nothing was nonspiritual. This was habitual praise - a perpetually sacred acknowledgment of the Giver of every good thing. A relentless embracing of good and discarding of bad with an awareness of the one who in the beginning spoke those life-affirming words.

When good is found and we embrace it with abandon, we embrace the Giver of it. This book explores that journey. This book is written in hopes that you begin to find God everywhere. Yes, in church on Sunday at 9:00 a.m., but also in the seemingly mundane. In traffic on Tuesday at 5:15 p.m. In the colors of a sunset. On the other end of a tragic phone call. Every second is an opportunity for praise. There is a choosing to be made. A choosing at each moment. This is the Praise Habit. Finding God moment by revelatory moment, in the sacred and the mundane, in the valley and on the hill, in triumph and tragedy, and living praise erupting because of it. This is what we were made for.

"So here's what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life - your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life - and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for Him. Don't become so well-adjusted to your culture that you fit into it without even thinking. Instead, fix your attention on God. You'll be changed from the inside out." Romans 12:1-2

You Are A Threat...



You keep letting satan win - you keep giving up because 'trying' is just to hard... pretty soon its going to break you completely, and send you hurling into a life patterned with sin.

You have so much potential for God... satan sees that. You are a THREAT to satan!! He wants nothing more than to stop you, crush you, and get you loving the life he offers. You've gotta put your foot down, say no to satan, and start reading your bible and praying on your own again. Its hard at first... but it gets easier after a couple days. Because your mind starts being renewed, and you start desiring to be in Scripture again! Satan's tempting thoughts start dissolving because Gods Truth is becomes so much brighter!

God's Words will come rushing into your soul and into your mind like a raging river, washing away the filthy, corrupted lies from satan, and filling that void with the precious promises of Christ...

Promises about who you are, how He's made you JUST as He wants you, absolutely beautiful and perfect in His eyes because of Christs blood. You've gotta start believing this stuff! You've GOTTA fight satan with everything you've got.

God's bigger than your problems. He's bigger than your deepest fears. He's bigger than your anger and frustration. He's bigger than your hurts and hangups. He's bigger. He wants to clean you up, polish you off, and then set you up on a stage and SCREAM His truths THROUGH YOU to the youth of this decaying generation - and generation that is STARVING for Truth... starving for acceptance. for love. for mercy. for hope.

If you give up now, who's gonna tell them. It starts with us all. We cant give up. We've gotta keep pushing, and gotta keep looking up, cause as soon as we start looking at ourselves again, we get lost in our 'hopeless situations' and get selfish, wishing ' if only things were easier for me '... trust me i do it all the time...

But that is NOT Christ-like thinking. That is so sinful. That is slapping God in the face, saying that His bigger plans aren't good enough for us and we'd rather do it our way.

Its about time we bury our pride, and resurrect our humbleness. Give ourselves to God, and let Him show us what He's really made of... you cant give up sis. God is bigger than all the hard things you are going through. There is NO truer statement than that. It may sound cliche, but its the absolute truth.


Let Him show you how true it is.

Love Me

(Picture Credit: Morgan Nyman)

JJ Heller - Love Me (lyrics)

He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night, “Dear God won’t you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?”

Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner
Then he would’ve stayed
And she says…

Who will love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love, what love really means

He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me, I want to go home”

Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said
“I know you’ve murdered and I know you’ve lied
I have watched you suffer all of your life
And now that you’ll listen, I’ll tell you that I...”

I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love
The love that you never knew